ya Allah....

sakitnye hati!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sakitnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tekanan jiwa tekanan perasaan tekanan mental laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

saya ingat hari ni hari yang baik untuk saya lalui... tapi malangnya...
ada dua perkara yg saaaaaaaaaaaaaangaaaaaaaaaatttttttttt menyakitkan hatiku, jiwa dan ragaku berlaku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!

dan lebih malang lagi mereka ialah orang yg paling sya sayang di dunia yang fana ini... PALING tau tak? PALING! tapi knp ngan korang haaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh?????????????????
ape masalah korang?????????????????????????????

aku yang yg tak phm korang atau korang yang tak phm aku??????????????? eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!
geraaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAU TAK GERAM TU APE??????????? TAU TAK GILE TU APE???????????????????????????????

ade sepatah dua utk korang, sape yg makan gula dialah yang terasa manisnya.

FOR YOU : i've tried to be the best in your life, but why can't you follow my words?
i'm not being too demanding but i wanted the best for myself. please understand me. things like this would happen again and again if you don't change your attitude. i'm sorry.

AND,

FOR YOU : don't simply believe in others. i really have no idea what's your problem and you made me felt like i'm nothing in this world. sometimes i hate you. sometimes i dislike you. sometimes i respect you. sometimes i REALLY need you. sometimes i miss you. sometimes i love you. but now i realize that i'm NOTHING,i'm NOBODY, i'm ZERO, i'm just the WIND in your entire life! and i thank you for let me realize that.

BUT,

FOR BOTH : whatever it is. i really love you because...you know what... both of you are SO meaningful in my life. i've learned many things about life, friendship, love n etc. from you and whenever i'm with you, you lighted up my day.

*thanks