Dodgeball

Assalamualaikum

Title post tiada kene mengena dengan nukilan post ini. huhu.

Huh... It's 12.10 am. July the 29th. Birthday someone. rindunye....
Rindu sesangat kat someone and Nurul Nasuha bt Md Zin and Nurul Hani bt (tak tau). *oppsss

dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaa sesangat tak jumpa mereka. Aduhhh. -____-' *sobbed

That's all.

mood : blank

SORRY.haha

Assalamualaikum

haha. macam lawak jer nak post ni...sbb dah ckp from the older post "blog ini tidak akan ada post selepas post ini". haha. lawak aa. ;D

tapi ade 1 sbb sebab that can't stop me from doing this. hoho!

actually, today (after school) ZafiraJunk berkata

"amira, jom la tumpang aku"
"eh, susahsusah aje..." (tapi sebenarnya, bagus jugak!)
wina pun berkata "okey, jomlah!" but it sounds like tak-malunye-minah

hoho!

then, we went to kedai kain and then we found a lot of gorgeous shawls sell there. (ayat skema) then wina and I...

"Eiiii! Baaaaaaaanyaknye selendangggggg!!! Nak beli! Nak beli!"

hahaha. bapak jakon!

And then abah wina gave wina RM20. I was like...Nooooooo! I don't have even RM5! how can I buy those shawls? Then i thought, okay, mayBE next time. InsyaAllah. After about 5 minutes helping Wina to choose shawls, her abah came to the kedai kain again and her abah asked me a question that actually I've waited for a looooonggggggggggggg time ago (haha! overnyer! desprate aa katekan!)

"eh, amira knp? tak beli ke?"
"(malu2 sket) emm. tak (sambil menggeleng)"

pastu abah wina mengeluarkan RM10 daripada dompetnya. weeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee!!! (desprate gile!)

"nah, amik ni. Uncle belanje. Belilah."
"eh, betul ke ni? tak pelah" (sambil tangan aku dh amik dah pon! ahha!)

muke Wina cam ape-masalah-minah-ni.

SO, I've bought one piece of shawl. warna ape? Paham2 je lar... ;D

Thanks to Uncle Zamanuddin! =)

*tenkiyuuu!

Tak tau

Assalamualaikum wrh wbt

mood : mengharapkan keajaiban berlaku

Sudah lama tak online sebab mim-alif-lam-sin sangattt sangattt kot.
&&
Busy study and school's stuffs.

Semua sudah sedia maklum bahawa ass-pee-am semakin menghampiri!
NOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo!!! Lately, ketakutan melanda diri ini!

SO, blog ini tidak akan ada post selepas post ini.
I won't let myself to be online until SPM is over.
SO, tak payah la korang esp NadiaJolie and ZafiraJunk nak tanya tanya aku asal takde post baru ek. Study aa. Takot nie. Tido 4 jam je kot. -____-'

SO, malas nak fikir hal remeh temeh yang masih belum selesai. Dah bosan nak ambil berat about this because its like mencurahkan-air-ke-daun-keladi. Hal yang sengaja seseorang tu create. Let it flow with the wind je laa. I won't let myself depressed again just because of this.

Semoga berjaya kepada semua si polan-si polan SPM.
Do the best and Allah SWT will do the rest!
MUST study hard and smart. Our time is running out, babes!
Jangan lupa utk mengisi setiap kekosongan masa kita dengan Al-Quran and Al-Ma'thurat and Yaasiin and all that recitations. (sebagai ikhtiar)

That's all. Goodbye. Thanks. =)

Salaam. =))

harharhar

Assalamualaikum

Hari ni ade lagi berita yg tak best langsung! Argghhh! Akan diselesaikan later.

Whatever it was...Today is the day Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince released nationwide!
Sedeyh!!!!!!! Asal mesti ditakdirkan tahun 2009?!!! Adoiiii. -____-'

mood : sedih
soalan : sape nak bawak diri ini pergi menonton HP?!!!

tetapi, yang pasti it won't happen... Ahhh... pasrah je laaa. huuuh. So sad!

thanks,

Sangat, terlalu

Asslamualaikum wrh wbt

Agak lama tak update blog because of agak kedepressedan nowadays.
Dah penat dah nak fikir problems. I'm afraid that, all of the wires inside my brain might break down. Poor brain!

Its all about my ex-BFF. FYI, not Boy-Friend-Forever but Best-Friend-Forever yang telah tidak lagi forever. Haha! Lawak gyler ade ex-BFF. Idk... rase macam takde buat salah kat die. bukan just rase, tapi dah buat kajian pun, cuma bukan di dalam lab. Not saying that i've never done wrong to her but this time I really don't know what was/were my fault.

Hmmm. Just boleh recall. The last time I called her, it was last year when she had just finished watching movie with her kak dewi. Our conversation was just fine. Filled with laughs and jokes. And after that, there was no more communication (kat myspace ade aa sikit) between us. And I thought both of us were busy with each other businesses.

For me, we were just OK. No big deal kott. Macam. hey, fine, you and me have our own life here and there. kan? Tapi mid-year of this year, she did change a little bit with her physical appearance tapi lepas tu memberi kesan yang buruk pulak to our relationship. Pelik tak? Ykw... It was like... Tak de angin tak de ribut tibe tibe puting beliung. Tapi tu tak pelik sangat because it's a natural disaster. But this case was SO/REALLY/VERY/TOO weird.

And then, I tried to approach her back. Tapi die insist jugak and it was like ko-telah-buat-kesalahan-yang-sangat-besar. Well then. tak pe la. orang dah tak sudi, nak buat mcm mane. Tapi aku sayang die. Siyesly, tak leh nak tak suke/benci die. Sebab dulu we've gone through SO much experiences together. And for me she is my kawan-dunia-akhirat.

But yesterday, BFF aku jugak yang bernama Hanis, telah datang kepadaku pada waktu rehat

Hanis : Aku ade bende nak cakap kat ko pasal Mira.
Me : Hah? Ape kaitan ko ngan Mira? Asal?
Hanis : Tak...Tadi Nas pesan kat aku suro bgtau ko yang Mira ckp die takkan approve ape-ape request dari myspace, friendster, facebook or whatever dari ko and persahabatan korang putus.
Me : Whaaattt?!

Wallawey... memang aku tak sedih aa. memang tak terkejut lah aku. memang pesanan penaja yang paling aku nanti-nantikan la. Aku memang suke. Aku memang tak nangis.

Then, since that, aku betul-betul sedar yang kesalahan yang aku buat (kesalahan yang aku pun tak tau ape) memang merosakkan ukhuwwah yang telah terjalin sejak sekian lamanya. Bagus kan putus kawan? Paling bagus. nanti korang sume amalkan lah ye. pastu bgtau aku ek. terima kaseeeh...

Untuk ko : pe masalah aku kat ko? pe masalah ko kat aku? ko tak puas ati ngan aku pun tak yah aa nak guna posmen. ko ade bayar gaji kat die ke? atau die ade bayar gaji kat kau? klau tak leh nak ckp straight pun tak aa guna posmen. tak aa nak buat aku curious. msg last ko bg aku "rambut aku bukan percuma.itu pasti" pe masalah ko ha weh?! nonsense dow! tak penah keluar pun dari mulut aku pasal rambut ko percuma ke tak percuma ke. ko nak buka ape ke suke kau aa. takde masalah pun bg aku. pastu ko ckp "aku xley agak lak reaction korang" pastu tibe2 ko ckp "Dan psal korg. aku malas nak komen aa. papepun. xde kene mengena ngan tudung aku" haha. kau memang buat lawak. dah aa. setakat ni je aa. klau de pape lagi aku tambah ek. tapi mcm dah takde je because you ARE my ex-BFF and I thank you for that.

SO, Mira Farhana Binti Ithnin, klau ko tak puas hati ke ape ke. ko luahkan la kat posmen ko tu. pastu ko bayar aa die supaya die bg tau aku. klau nak claim kat aku pun boleh...dengan senang hati.

*agak keterlaluan ke post ni? jika ye, sila beritahu saye di sekolah.takpayah nak ngumpat kat belakang.

BUT

*ni blog aku. suke hati aku laa

Rindu

Assalamualaikum my old friend.
Aku sayang kau. Aku happy sesangat sbb skang hidup kau cam happy gyler n like a princess.
You can easily get whatever you want.
You're surrounded by such an adorable people loving you.
I pray the best for you.
Good luck in your life. =)

Love you,

Realized for the second time.

Assalamualaikum wrh wbt

He's peculiar.
I'll wait what would happen to you one day.
You're such a great hypocrite-ah I've ever met. Syabbbbass!
I can't bear you anymore.
You don't know how to respect person whom wants to correct your you-thought-a-very-good-manner.
You can't even take it as a motivation.
You can't even sense others feeling.
You can't even appreciate people.
You can't even know what would your future be.
You've annoyed people around you.

I've no idea what are you actually.
Why were you like this.
Why did you must be like this.

Maybe I'm not good, but I'm better than YOU.

Debate!

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni first lesson Bahasa Inggeris. It was tragic! Ahha. (=
Pn. Noraini buat activity 'Debate' entitled 'Internet do more harm than good'.
At first STE's were like :

"Alaa..tak bestnye...malas ahh"

(Me, Nadia, Haifa, Aqil, Nazmi, Affendi, Nazeer, Azarif) : My team ;
Especially Aza and Fendi. Mereka tak bg idea langsung. nak tido je keje.
Tapi cam fine aa. Then the other wrote points, elaborations n etc.
After about 20 min, my group n Didi's (ramai sgt!) were the government and Zarin's n Hani's were the opposition (kan?)

Then, Pn Noraini decided that Didi's start first. Wallawey... Giler ahh. Didi baru je ckp bape point, Yaye dah "object!". Pastu yang cam blurr2, nak masuk campur. Macam gaduh ade gak. Ahhaha. Fendi and Aza yang sebentar tadi agak kemalasan, menjadi hyper.

Then, teacher cam dah pening (sebab kelas bising sangat) she asked Didi's to join mine n Zarin's to join Hani's. haha. lagi la bising. Adoii! -___-'. tapi best! sebab mcm gado! huhu. pastu cam lagi 5 minit nak habis class, Megat and Zarin end the pergaduhan with their conclusions.

Tapi yang over-speaker were Didi, Megat, Fendi, Yunus, Hani and Zarin. Pemenang speaker 'Megat' but takde yang menang sebab teacher ckp 50-50. both group done well and next time we'd never have a such thing as debate again. (sebab boleh jadi pergaduhan)

*sekian cerita utk hari ini.terima kasih (=

What goes around comes around

Assalamualaikum wrh wbt

Siapa ada kawan? Angkat tangan kanan. Siapa takde kawan? Angkat tangan kiri. (menipu la tu...) okey, takde kaitan pun dengan apa yang bakal dibincangkan. lalala... Sekadar mengisi ke-buhsan-an yang melanda saat ini. SO, wanna talk sikit about 'kawan'. InsyaAllah post ini tiada kena mengena dengan yang bernyawa dan yang tidak bernyawa. I've no intention for that tho! =)

Okey, pada saya peribahasa cetak rompak ni "kusangka panas sampai ke malam, tapi hujan gak time lunch" agak sessuwai utk reflect sesebuah kapal-kawan.

Kerap kali kita dengar sampai nak bengkak gegendang telinga ni dibuatnya "kawan biar seribu, musuh jangan dicari" tetapi kita sebagai hamba-Nya yang dhaif lagi hina ini masakan dapat lari daripada sebarang kesilapan? And often we think that we're good enough to everyone, everything around us like,

"Ouh yea...I've never done wrong to others."

"I'm perfect."

"I'm an angel."

Gosshhh! Puh-leaseee ppl! Jangan perasan okey! 'Cause kita masih ada musuh... Kenapa? Muhasabah diri lar...lalala...

BUT,

kalau kita nak berbaik dengan musuh tapi dia tak nak...well...then, tak payah la nak terhegehhegeh! opss. cam dah lari tajuk jer... huhu...

Hmm.
Actually, serapat dan sekarib mana pun kita dengan kawan, akan terjadi juga perselisihan faham, pergaduhan dan seumpamanya dan tak ketinggalan gelanggang WWE SMACKDOWN.

Kalau guys, tumbuk menumbuk, buli-ajak-geng (mcm cikgu kamal n cikgu hakim.diorang geng jugak.ahha.) menjadi satu kebiasaan. and ladies (adalah menjadi satu kewajipan) tarik-tarik rambut. (adoiii! saketlaahh!) senang2 je nak tarik rambut orang ek? ingat main tarik tali ape? and kalau dah tak sempat, tarik tudung pun jadi! tapi klau takde rambut, they'd bercakar-cakar! klau tak cakar, tampar ke... perang mulut ke...tu yang kaedah yang paling light aa... hoho! *sape setuju kembangkan nose satu kali!* (thanks)

dan masa gaduh tu lar, masing-masing nak tonjolkan bakat terpendam tersendiri. Habis keluar semua ayat/perkataan dari seluruh pelusuk jagatraya.

"kau memang *tuut*tuut*tuut*!!!"

"die tu macam *toot*toot*toot*!!!"

"*taat*taat*taat*lah kau!!!"

"perempuan tu dasar *tiit*tiit*tiit*!!!"

*sape setuju kembangkan nose dua kali* (thanks)

After that, pandai2 la korang nak hidup. Ade yang ber-tahun2 baru berbaik dengan enemy. Ade yang tak baik2 sampai nafas terakhir. Ada jugak tak sampai sehari... SO, depends la...

AND,

Pada saya, kawan amat penting dalam kehidupan seharian. Janganlah terlalu ego. Janganlah terlalu mengikut nafsu. Janganlah terlalu terpengaruh dengan keadaan yang -ve. Hargailah orang disekeliling because even how bad they are, we're NOBODY on the earth without our friends. Janganlah juga terlalu yakin dengan keadaan sekarang yang masih belum pasti.

WHATEVER it is,

"Friend in need is a friend indeed"!

*sape setuju kembangkan nose tiga kali* (thanks)

terima kasih kerana membaca

Cinta?

'Cinta bukan mengajar kita lemah, tetapi membangkitkan kekuatan'

'Cinta bukan melemahkan semangat, tetapi membangkitkan semangat'

'Cinta bukan mengajar kita menghina diri, tetapi menghembuskan kegagahan'

pujangga, HAMKA

=)

Hari ini

Assalamualaykum wrh wbt

heeeeeeeeeeeee! =DDD
hari ni gembiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sesangattt!!!
sbb dpt kuar dengan kwn2! even kat sekitar ni je, tapi cam best giler...
(and laaaaaaaaaaagi heeeeeeeeeeepiiiiiiiiiiii mase balik! uhuk uhuk!) hehe...
actually, dak 5 STE 2009 ni mmg lawak2 belaka!

AND,

hari ni mmg penaaaaaaaaaaaaat sangat saaangaaattt!

okayh..bubbye... nak tido. thanks

*pictures in the next post
OR,
*tengok kat nadia's
OR,
*tengok kat myspace
AND,
*dah berbaik dengan salah seorang drpd post semalam. tenkiyuuuuuuu! =)